In Loving Memory

Hey Buddy,
Today marks 9 years that you have been gone. It seems like just yesterday we were all joking around and pulling pranks on each other. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you.

It's weird; as the years keep going, part of me still feels lost. Like I lost my best friend. A lot of things have gone crazy this month. I'm not exactly sure what is going on but it makes miss you a lot harder. I just wish you could be here some times to me feel better. Just a hug from you right now would work. To see your smiling face would be great.

My daughter turns 5 in April and I named her after one of the cartoons we used to watch growing up. The sad part is... It fits. She is such a bully. Even in school. (I gotta nip that in the butt) She is try to learn to tie her shoes and that makes me miss you soooooooooo much more. I wish you could be here to teacher. I think you would just ADORE her. One of these days when I have the strength to do so, I'm going to bring her up to see you and tell her about you. I just don't have the strength to do. I haven't been there since the day we put you there. It's too hard on me right now, but I'm sure the day will be soon.

I miss hearing your voice, seeing your smile and listening to you talk about taking things apart and climbing trees, making robots and rockets. I miss going for walks and just talking. Every year I wonder what type of person you would be today. There is not a doubt in my mind that you would have been the most wonderful, sweetest person alive.

Everything happens for a reason and I am still trying to find the reason for you having to leave us at such a young age. I will miss you until I get to see you again. I love you Donovan!!


                                          Rest in Peace My Loving Little Brother

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